I am new to the Natsarim community but have found my way here through much diligent reading and study; plus more than a few bumps and bruises. That process has taken many years, some would say a lifetime.
Anyway, I admit to being just a little confused (Ok, may a lot). There seems to be little agreement among various groups in this community on who exactly is a Natsari. I also find it to be painfully isolating. Being a 24/7 caregiver, a retired senior citizen and member of the "at risk" population has been more than a little difficult. Sometimes I long for my old "Church" days, but just for the fellowship. I need no more beatings.
My study has lead to me placing a much greater emphasis on the Torah and that has been exciting and rewarding.
One issue I would like to understand better, how do you keep the Feast Days? Do you go all-in and celebrate much like a Messianic Jew or do you only keep the feasts in your heart, or maybe something in between.
Hi Tom, it is not easy to follow the truth, as our enemy will use every means at his disposal to prevent and disrupt your walk. We walk a narrow and difficult path, but you are doing so well in taking the steps in faith that you already have.
Family members particularly can make it very difficult, but be patient , pray, study and keep faith. Your family need to see a reason to change their views, but also you need to be able to respond to situations that may arise with the truth from the Scriptures, just as the Messiah did when he was tempted. We are here to help you and we will pray for your strength.
Our education and the way we are trained to think from birth make it very for anyone difficult to see and learn the truth, and take that first step in faith. So let them keep seeing your walk in the Fathers Word with humility, patience and kindness.
I think any of the readers here, including myself, would say that what you have found is no different to what each of us has found.
To me, one of the greatest lies is e-a-s-t-e-r, which is designed by our enemy to remove the power of the Messiahs sacrifice and hide the salvation plan, merging it into paganism. We are heading to the spring feasts (schedule of appointed times is a page here), and this could be a time to point out to them how churches twist the truth, enough to hide the truth.
Anyway, if you would ever like to chat, particularly if you things get really hard, come and have a chat, I would be pleased to talk to you, or anyone in your family who would like to talk. Praying and sharing with others can help carry heavy burdens.
Baruch Hashem Adonai
Ron and Aviyah